I have a lot of thoughts since childhood that I have kept with me till now.

They're pretty crazy and weird thoughts. :O

1. If I keep an unwashed bottle long enough, dinosaurs will appear one day.

Reason: Stupid scientists believe that the earth was made out of nothing. Hello, abiogenesis (spontaneous generation of life from non-living matter) is proven wrong by one of my favourite scientist, Louis Pasteur. So if I just leave my bottle of water there, bacteria will appear and stupidly slowly evolve to humans (THANKS A LOT FOR THE EVOLUTION THEORY, DARWIN) living in my bottle a million years later! :D

2. Humans change their gender as they grow up.

Reason: I don't know HAHA I FORGOT. But when I was young I didn't want to give birth because it's so painful, so I sought comfort in the fact that I'll change my gender one day. LOLOL.

3. If I leave my TV on and not watch it, the Television will drop on the floor and smash into pieces.

Reason: MY PARENTS BLUFF ME ):

4. What was saw on TV was actually a hidden camera and those people on TV are not really acting for us. TV is actually people watching another. So for example, I'm watching Phua Chu Kang on TV and someone else is watching me on TV, and someone else is watching that someone else on TV. So everyone's screen is different. GEDDIT?!

Reason: Random

Blah. I actually recollected all these thoughts yesterday on the way home and thought of blogging them down but I forgot what were they. I didn't take them down ): I assure you these thoughts are super funny ahah omg. I feel sad now cos I can't remember. Okay nevermind. I'll update again.

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I was on the way to school yesterday when someone's phone rang. The music was familiar. No words were sung yet but the intro was super electronica and happy. Omg I HAD TO REMEMBER IT. (and I did. -_-)

dem-dem dem dem-dem-dem

quo lo lo lo lo~

HAHA. DANCIN' IN THE MOONLIGHT.

So happy.

The first time I heard the whole song was actually in Mdm Azizan's class. She was my secondary school's Social Studies teacher. She played Zombie by Cranberries and Dancin' in the moonlight for us to hear. Was it for the Ireland chapter on Bloody Sunday?

HAHA ALL I RECALL WAS I USED TO HATE ALL HUMANITIES SO MUCH I SLEPT IN ALMOST EVERY HUMANITY LESSON until O levels neared.

Heh. :D

ZOMBIE ZOMBIE ZOMBIE EH EH EH. But I'm not that shallow to just like the songs like that okay! I KNOW GOT DEEPER MEANING ONE OKAY.

): I always feel the need to let people not misunderstand me. So afraid of judgement. Anyway.

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I think besides the same stress level for both Polytechnic and JC, Poly has this one benefit.

I AM TAKING A MODULE CALLED COMMUNICATIONS TOOLKIT AND THE TEACHER SHOWED US SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE DURING LESSON. HAHAAH!!!!

Of course, we had to do homework after watching it. q_q

But omg I realised something. We also get to watch shows during lesson in literature in secondary school. Fail. ):

NEHMIND. DO YOU GET THAT IN JC? :D

I've never laughed so hard since God knows when.

I was walking out of school yesterday with some of my violin friends and hahah I cracked a logical racist joke. There were some construction workers from Bangladesh still doing construction in school at 8:35pm so I asked my friends: "How do they see each other ah?"

IT'S LOGICAL RIGHT. FACE IT!

Then the three of us just burst out into laughter and my friends kept cracking jokes and until the three of us just couldn't walk anymore and we just stopped in the middle of the road to laugh.

When was the last time you laughed and stamped your feet so hard, it hurt, or when was the last time you laughed till you had to squat down to regain your sanity, or when was the last time you laughed so hard, you couldn't stop?

A pretty long time ago huh. Why?

This reminds me of the time the directior of Youth With A Mission (YWAM) Singapore came to my church to talk to us. He shared a story about this woman who went to Samoa to help make that place a more efficient place. When the director went to visit the woman and asked her whether she would like to go back to her home country, she said no, because she will never be able to fit in there ever again. The Samoans have taught the woman how to truly laugh from her heart, a laugh she has never heard before.

What's true laughter?

Yay lets all be happy.

On the other hand, I think God has made me see the good things in people and start loving them. Instead of just bitching about them day to night without seeing the same fault in myself.

I love because God loved me first and gave me the ultimate sacrifice.

Anddd, I lost the passion for evangelism a few months ago but God managed to give it back to me yesterday :D

Wei hey. \m/

Hi guys, I'd like to apologise for my first post on Sunday, November 8th.

I was jealous and angry at some TRACKERS but it was all a misunderstanding. I didn't find out the full story before lashing out subtle insults at some people. TRACKERS are nice people.

Sorry. ):

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What would you do if your class was separated into two cliques and you don't fit into any one of them? You wouldn't want to be a loner, right? If they don't fit with you you, fit with them?

I'm actually task focused and I like everything to be fast. D:

Okay complain time.

I think my class is very slow and they take quite long (decided not to use FOREVER in place of quite long) to move from one place to the other. Well, I think it's good in a way. They get out of the class, STAND THERE and wait till EVERYONE gets out of the class, stand there and talk for awhile and finally start moving. Now this is where I get really frustrated D: It's because it build relationships between people and they wait for each other so I guess, yeah that's great.

BUT why can't we be fast and talk at the same time? ):

Dily daly (sp?), you guys know what that means right. I think it describes my class perfectly. HAHA NOT LIKE I'M THE FASTEST PERSON IN THE WORLD but they move EXTREMELY slowly or maybe it's just because I'm faster.

Today, we were finding a table in the food court and (I'M JUST BEING HONEST) everyone just stood there, blocking the way, not moving and wondering what to do. I mean like, why can't each and every one of us have a mind of our own, must we follow each other around all the time?

If everyone is going to follow each other, there'd be no end.

But anyhow, I think I need to control myself more. I'm impatient and I think you guys (classmates) can see that already ):

Sorry if you guys saw me with that pissed off bitch look on my face. But I really was.

OKAY HAHA IN WHAT WAY IS THIS APOLOGY SINCERE MAN.

I'm sorry for being so impatient with the class.

Please note: The past tense.

Goodbye to you by Michelle Branch

Of all the things I believe in
I just want to get it over with
tears from behind my eyes
but I do not cry
Counting the days that past me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Looks like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend and I say

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I love
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems like I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes till you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light but it's not right

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

Ohhh yeah
It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time
I want whats yours and I want whats mine
I want you but I'm not giving in this time

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

We the stars fall and I lie awake
Your my shooting star

Shit I feel so angry now. At least I'm honest with my feelings. The Bible didn't say I cannot feel angry.

So what now, other people get invited to things and events and meet ups and catch ups and birthday parties and I don't? Hell, I don't even KNOW ABOUT THEM. I don't even know people freaking meet up. Shit, how would you feel if you had a bunch of friends and they went out BUT THEY NEVER TOLD YOU ANYTHING? How would you feel? Huh? Huh. Huh?!?!?!?!?!

ON TOP OF THAT. They invited someone else who WAS close to me and because something happened we aren't close at all now. So what, were they choosing between me and him and chose him and not me because oh, he's older and can click better with them. Unlike me, where I tend to me quiet and UNCOOL. Great.

Oh and haha, guess what I was on facebook and I saw a photo of that friend and another friend sitting on a swing together, wow on top of that, she even shared some of her issues with him. Wow, got pretty close after the "break-up" yeah? Haha, nice couple shot.

Heck, does she even know the story? It's shameful? But do you know by doing this, I get all the judgement, I get all the ignorance? Selfish indeed.

Lol, "I got advice from a close friend from another church."

LOL, GOOD JOB, WELL DONE, OUTSTANDING PERFORMANCE, - - - - - - -
- - - -.

Shit, to think I still cared. Nah, I was stupid and still am. Why should I continue being stupid? Okay, I will not let the works of others stumble me. Go have your fun, stranger.

I'll try to not bother with your issues or your affairs anymore.

MY FRIENDS ROCK, IN YOUR FA-ACEE.

There's Jia Ning and me way back in Primary School where my pinafore was blue then, not green. But then again, the blue was much more pleasurable to look at compared to TKGASSES green.

THIS IS MOSSP. WITH ALL 13 OF US. It's incredibly hard to get 13 people together. I cherish this photo a hell lot.

This is Joyce's fat calf. I used her sunblock to draw a smiling face with no nose frothing at the mouth.

This is Vanessa. We were friends since p5 and we ended up in the same class in poly for a module both business school and science school had to take.

That's twinny pointing at my beauty.

There's Jill and I with the ninja glare >:)

That was when Janice and I were studying with inverted commas.

-glances to the left of me- look at fish's WHAT-THE-HELL-KWANG laughter.

and then there was some MOSSP, surrounding abi while singing a birthday song for her. Guess who's idea? :D

Friends, you have made an impact in my life no matter how great or how small, no matter whether your face appears in my post or not, you rock whoohoo. \m/

KOKI TANAKA

TO THE MAN WHO CAN LOOK GOOD OR LOOKS THE BEST IN ANY HAIRSTYLE OR EVEN WITH NO HAIR IN THE WHOLE ENTIRE UNIVERSE AND BEYOND,

HAPPY 24TH BIRTHDAY, MY LOVE.

IT HAS BEEN ALMOST 2 YEARS OF MUTUAL LOVE.

I KNOW YOUR WORK HAS BEEN HAUNTING YOU AND YOU HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO SPEND MUCH TIME WITH ME. IT'S OKAY, I'M BUSY TOO.

I KNOW YOUR AGE IS CATCHING UP WITH YOU. BUT I STILL LOVE YOU! :D

YOUR HAIRSTYLE CHANGES AS YOU BECOME MANLIER AND MORE MATURE. I LOVE THAT FACT SO MUCH!

YOU TREAT WOMEN THE RIGHT WAY THEY SHOULD BE TREATED AND THAT'S GREAT. PEOPLE JUDGE YOU BY THE WAY YOU LOOK BUT THEY'RE WRONG. I DON'T AND I THINK YOU'RE GREAT.

YOU RAP THE BEST, BETTER THAN ANY R&B SINGER IN THE WORLD. YOU'RE FUNNY AND DON'T LOOK LIKE A GIRLY MAN. THAT'S GREAT AS WELL.

AISHITERU, TANAKA KOKI-SAN.

I LOVE YOU, I LOVED YOU ALL ALONG.

FROM YOUR LOVE, JESSLYN.

P/S I THINK IT'S AMAZING WE LIKE THE SAME COLOURS.

I think, I'm jealous of Abraham.

He seems to be moving along pretty well, studying with friends and all, having fun with nice Christian friends in school.

While here.. well. I don't understand a single thing for a module called Biostatistics during lecture and tutorial. I really don't understand a damn single thing and it's really frustrating. I'm glad this module doesn't have a high weightage.

I think maybe, I envy him a lot. He has so many people around him who cares for him, meets him for dinner and lunch and everything.

Well. Maybe I don't need as much attention as him.

But I'm still jealous.

Complain

I hate Biostatistics.

God, can I just play?